REVIEW: Thaw | Fiona Robyn | Snowbooks

Title: Thaw
Author: Fiona Robyn
Publisher: Snowbooks; UK open market edition
Publish Date: February 1, 2010
ISBN: 978-1906727093
Format: Paperback
Pages: 350
Reviewer: Sassy Brit

Ruth doesn't know if she wants to live or die, so she gives herself 92 days to think about it, choosing to mull over her final decision by writing a diary. Some days are better than others, but just as she is picking herself up and dusting herself down, her father is in a car accident. Now they may never reconcile their differences. And her will to stop cutting herself wavers.

Day-by-day Ruth shares her suffering for all to see, as if when she dies it will be a kind of explanation for what she has done. Yet, unbeknown to her, her diary writing also becomes a form of her own therapy. Especially when she decides to "live each day as it's her last" because it almost is. Thinking along the lines that nothing really matters if she is going to die anyway is a surefire way to stop worrying about what others think while dealing with difficult situations. But it's a viscous circle. The more she enjoys life and the people around her, the more reasons she has to end it all -- before they leave her and it all goes terribly wrong.

Over time, Ruth learns so much about herself through other relationships. A couple of times she even proves to herself that good things do come when you least expect it, and from the strangest of places. But is it enough, really enough, to convince Ruth to change her mind when she gets to that last page of her diary and reaches her final destination, and must finally decide whether it is all worth it? Has she really got a life worth living for?

On one hand it starts as you would expect a book of this subject to, depressing and tinged, no loaded, with sadness. But it's not as simple as that. Thaw has much more meaning beyond the emotional and physical surface scars of which Ruth burdens herself with. Yes, I could sense her helplessness and desperation, especially through her need to concentrate on the physical  (self-harming) to help her forget her emotional pain. On the other hand, this was also a very uplifting book, where beautiful discoveries are made during Ruth's search for that all encompassing magic answer that will make her world better. It may not be enough to keep Ruth going, but whatever the outcome, what I learnt from Ruth's problems and how she chooses to deal with them will resonate with me for a very long time. I truly believe to struggle is to be human, and Thaw proves this in a way which I can only describe as a lesson in being human. Above all, Fiona Robyn reminds us all that no one is perfect and no one should live their life worried about what others may or may not think. You only have one life, enjoy it!

MAY 2010 - Please welcome EVAN MALONEY! our Author in the Spotlight!
WIN Doug and Jackie Christie's Luv-Pons Book! - Ends 4th June 2010
WIN Paranormal Romance by Teal Ceagh - Ends 24th June 2010
WIN - Adelle Laudan's Ironhorse Rider Series + Surprise package!
- Ends 26th May 2010
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* The "Inside Story" by Sassy Brit and her Gang! ~ and Promo Group~WHAT'S ON YOUR DESK WEDNESDAY? Book Blog Meme!~We are actively seeking staff!~FaceBook~LibraryThing~AmazonUK~GoodReads~ Technorati Categories:, , , ,, , ,, ,, ,, , , , , ,, ,, ,,, , , , , , ,


  1. I am glad that is isn't just sad and depressing, I get so sad and depressed myself if reading those kinds of books.
    But this one sounds good indeed

  2. Hi Blodeuedd,

    It's a mix, and cleverly done!



Thanks for taking the time to leave a sassy comment. It's truly appreciated. I aim to get back to you as soon as possible -- Sassy :)